Reply To: Can’t be bothered type of feelings

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AvatarJeff Harding
PSTEC User

Well, I have run the CT & the EEF & the ATT tracks on the little girl @ the track meet. At least twice. I don't feel any intensity over it and no earlier events have come up. My biggest intensity comes from my continued pattern — current day events.

I have also realized that much of this patterning has come from my mother, who is still present in my life, and still continues this behavior.

That business goal? I tapped, “It is possible…” “I can…” and “I will….” for several days. As I said, three days ago, I listened to my sub “throw in the towel.” This morning, as I looked at my positive statement that said, “I can and I will….” I heard very clearly, “I can't….” coming from my sub.

I captured it and called it out as a lie, but my sub doesn't believe it.

Right now, I feel like there is something inside of me that is holding me back deliberately. I don't know whether I've decided that, or whether it's real or imagined.

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF THIS!!!!!!!

And frustrated….

And I'm using all of the tapping resources — multiple times a day for a total of about two hours a day — and I am not getting where I want to go fast enough to suit me! I want to be a “one minute wonder”! And because I'm not, that places seeds of doubt.

Thanks for your help, Jeff!

God's peace, Dixie
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So I just ran the ATT and the CT with the phrase, “I am a quitter.” High intensity before, lower now, but it doesn't feel gone. I'm going to continue working on this later today.

I'd like to start with the PSTEC positive on this specific issue, but I don't know how to phrase it. Can you offer suggestions?

“It is possible that I'm not a quitter” is not right, I know! I just don't know how to reframe it to be truly positive.

Thanks in advance!

God's peace, Dixie