Reply To: My ultimate fear: rejection
Thanks for sharing
You have discovered that behind the problem is often the real problem which undermines your present. Yes click track the older issues, but start with a less stressful memory if you can, take it easy on yourself. You do not need to beat yourself up any more, but comes to terms with the situation, bit by bit. When after CTing and the fears begin to melt away, then look again at your current situation.
Hope this helps.