Reply To: Tangled web, where to start?
ozI think both Peter and oz are doing a LOT of projecting here!
You're asking for help with your state of mind, seeing as we can't actually see inside your mind obviously we're gonna have to do a lot of projecting 
I am asking for help in continuing to get my power back (again!) so I can get back to using all I have going for me to succeed, since as I mentioned, I've already experienced that.
If you got your power back and succeeded are you sure you'd be happy and content? Or would your PTSD get worse like it did when you succeeded with your windfall?
By the way, you guys are acting out my “stuff” for me, LOL!, acting like there's something “wrong” with my achievements and the material enjoyments that come along with that.
If your achievements and material enjoyments have a negative effect on your mental health then yeah there is something wrong with them. Or least something wrong with your perspectives on them.I'm not saying this is necessarily the case but this is what your posts allude to.