Reply To: Fear of confrontation – Help needed – My Journey with PSTEC

Paul I will also add that I have mentioned earlier some strong side effects from the clearing at times. I'm pretty sure these are àll part of my ego “dying” and it can be very strong and “scary”. It's important to remind ourselves that this is emotions and everything is fine in the present moment. The best thing to do is not fight it and just relax and allow what is happening. Or “just go with it” as Tim says and tell yourself you are safe in the present moment.

There have been several times this has awakened me in the middle of the night and a few times I actually pulled out the clicktracks to help myself. It really does either give you very strong panic/anxiety emotions and even at times such a swirling strong mess it does feel feel like you are physically sick or a part of you is dying. For a while some of this came with very strong negative ego self talk and thoughts but that is pretty much gone now.

The best part of this though is that when it passes I feel that much better and it seems the worse these are the better the result. It's like an exorcism!

I also experience ear ringing and blurred vision at times which can be symptoms of a spiritual awakening. Regardless, I feel amazing and become more stable every day.

Loving life!