Reply To: Fear of confrontation – Help needed – My Journey with PSTEC
Brian TuckerAlright – Quick update:
Seems the “stuck” feeling is gone for good!
Two days ago I was on the front porch of my house and on a call with my mother. All of a sudden WHAM! I get hit with a fear. This fear is associated with a relationship I am in and having to do with acceptance with family and social circles. I realize it is not about the relationship but more about “people are making fun of me” “people are talking about me” etc.
First thing I did was clear out the emotions:
1 run of 2015 wrapper for all associated memories/events
2 runs of 2015 click track – long
1 run of 2015 click track – medium
2 runs of tapping accelerator
1 run of short relaxing accelerator
1 run of long relaxing accelerator at bedtime
After doing all of this the emotion is gone however I can still feel the beliefs working on me so I plan to go in with PSTEC negative and remove the belief statements:
- People are talking about me
People are making fun of me
People are judging me
People are laughing at me
What makes me good enough is approval from other people
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So now two days later I get a call from a bill collector. A routine mishandling of the address by a hospital. But when I get the call I get hit with an empty fear feeling. I realize there is a pattern of this feeling with associated events in my life. So I decide to have a little fun and run the following tracks:
1 run of 2015 wrapper for all associated memories/events
2 runs of 2015 click track – short
2 runs of 2015 click track – medium
2 runs of tapping accelerator
2 runs of EEF
1 run of long relaxing accelerator
1 run of long relaxing accelerator at bedtime
So the emotion was pretty much neutralized after the 2015 medium track runs. But what happened as I ran that track was many more memories of other things came in my mind, times when I felt as if my income was down, times when I moved apartments during transitions in my life, old court cases, financial struggles I had back in college, employment gaps etc. all the way back to when I was a little kid with a paper route and mishandling my money. I just kept rolling all of these events in and kept going until they were all covered. By the time I was finished I had a pretty massive pattern that has been looping my entire adult life and the emotion of course was gone. What I realized is that this is likely a very big money pattern for me and I am excited to see how this all shuffles and shakes out.
More to come as I continue working my way down (and adding to) my list.